Dragons Flies Phoenix Dances - Chapter 32.1
The Struggle of Long San Looking for Wife
After the few days, Long San was very busy, busy handling the incident of getting chased by someone, busy confronting with the Feng Family for the negotiations, busy discussing with Long Er about the stolen treasures and thieves, and he was also busy looking for a chance to meet Feng Ning secretly.
Ever since that day, Feng Ning has changed to a person, but she wasn't changed back to the original Feng Ning, but changed to a third Feng Ning, the sad and sorrow, quiet, lonely Feng Ning.
She always hid herself inside her own small yard, she no longer come out to cause trouble and make Yu Mama angry, no longer run to the kitchen to steal some food to eat, no longer run to his yard and bother him, she even, doesn't see him.
Long San couldn't describe his feeling, he knew this incident had strongly impacted Feng Ning much more than himself, after all, he was mentally prepared, but she was not. That day, when he saw her flowery smile suddenly turned into dark gray despair, he did not understand whether his pain was because he was completely betrayed by her, or because his heart ached by her helplessness.
She came to find him before, and he knew. When he heard some movement noise, he immediately rushed out from his room and saw her just turned away and left, he didn't know whether she had heard the conversation between him and Long Er, but the shadow of her back tells him, their distance had gone further and further.
’’Long San, please don't throw me away.’’ Every time Long San remembers the words that Feng Ning said, her expression and her tone made him wet his eyes. In the end, he still had to leave her alone, for the past that she had forgotten.
He regretted for their first met at that night, he should've had gone back after he finished his work, he shouldn't go to Cheng Nan friend's bar for a drink, he shouldn't walk around the city gate after he's drunk, he shouldn't have a sharp eye and spotted her easily.
If this wasn't the case, he won't be able to see her pungent and cuteness, he won't be able to see her sorrow in helplessness, then he won't pity her, and even won't break down his walls of defense for her. He should have followed Long Er, keeping her past impression in his mind firmly, so he wouldn't have the chance to discover her other side, then he wouldn't be so painful as now.
Anyone who knows him would also say Long San master was tender and kind to women, say he is a romantic and charming person. He really does think that daughters from a house were soft and lovely, they were supposed to be protected with gentle. However, he never knew that a sturdy, naughty and crazy woman could only awaken his desire to protect.
But now, everything has come to an end. Although there were still a lot of misunderstanding, but he and she are going to be apart.
Long San had wanted to visit her, hoped to chat with her, although he didn't know what to say, but he really wanted to talk with her again, but she refused to. Hence, Long San could only look at her from far away, watching her holding the little toys he bought and played with the children, watching her teaching the children to fly a kite, watching her carrying the children and jumped up and down to make her happy.
He felt a little unhappy, no, he was very upset, that child wasn't his child, but Feng Ning really liked her. So after Long San peeked Feng Ning twice, he did not peek her anymore. He felt that breaking at that instance was only the good thing for him.
Because of the child's matter, Feng family couldn't hold withstand at all, so the marriage divorce with Feng Ning was already a fact. This time, Long San finally wrote the divorce letter, Feng Ning was also on the scene, she was looking down at the floor, and Long San was staring at his table. He didn't want to admit that his hand holding the pen was shivering, he didn't want to admit his writings were unprecedentedly ugly, but anyway, the divorce letter had written, both he and she had stamped their fingerprints.
Feng Ning quietly took the divorce letter and left, both Qiao Li and Lord Feng Zhuo faces were black as ash when they left, but they left a word: ’’This matter isn't finished yet, you and your Family Long owned the debt, one day you'll repay for it.’’
Feng Ning heard the conversation, but she didn't care. What Long Family what Feng Family, what grudge what resentment, she doesn't care. She carried Bao'er and rode on the carriage of Feng Family.
Long San felt uneasy in his heart, although he and Head Steward Tie had claimed that they were seeing the visitor out, but in fact, they followed the Feng Family until they walked to the gate entrance, watching them riding on the carriage. Long San actually knew he didn't have to come, there was Head Steward Tie which already was enough, but he thought this may be the last time he sees Feng Ning, so he still wanted to send her.
He watched Feng Ning rode on the carriage, he saw her carrying the child with her head looking down, the moment the carriage door was closed, he saw her suddenly raised her head and looked at him. That sight was totally indescribable, that gaze had hit his heart heavily. Even until the carriage had disappeared, Long San was still unconsciously staring at the front.
The next few days, Long San doesn't have the appetite and he couldn't sleep well either, although he knew he had a lot of works to do, he knew he should have to go out, but he doesn't feel like moving. He stayed in his own room, thinking of Feng Ning naughty's look when she was here, thinking of her carrying the books and sat on the chair but she didn't read it, she was staring at him instead......He noticed, the memories she created with him in these few months had given him much more than the past three years.
Long San felt that he was ill, a stupid ill, don't tell him he couldn't be smart anymore just because he hit his head? Although she did such an unacceptable thing, such a thing that there's no man in the world could tolerate, but he is still thinking about her, and missed her.
She had a lot of doubtful points, he desperately tried to help her find the cause, find the reasons, find an excuse, he had imagined over ten millions of possibilities, he really hoped that she wasn't Feng Ning, but that was impossible, moreover, he doesn't have proof.
He couldn't understand, he couldn't even figure it out, his whole mind was filled by her appearance, and that made him couldn't think properly to analyze the matter and solve the mystery. Without her staying by his side making troubles, he became stupid.
One day, Long Er came to Long San and complained: ’’Feng Ning stole my silver taels!’’
Long San was dumbfounded: ’’How is it possible? Didn't she went home?’’
’’She stole it before she left, no wonder that day she suddenly came to find me and said she wanted to talk about you. At the end she didn't say anything important, she only said a few trash talk and left. Today I only noticed, the bag of silver taels I put on that room has gone. Although it's not much, but the matter made me felt so angry.’’
Long San's mind was blanked, after that he thought of something and opened up his cabinet, he had also saved some silver taels in it, but as he looked, it's gone too.
Long Er went furious as he saw: ’’Are they Feng Family a family of mouse or what, how could they steal our items again and again. Since they couldn't steal the big treasure, so now they steal our silver taels?’’
Long San was anxious: ’’Brother, I'll go chase them.’’
’’That's right.’’ Long Er was so mad: ’’Chase my silver taels back, we must not let them take advantage even if it's only one bronze coin.’’
’’No.’’ Long San started to pack his luggage: ’’Feng'er surely didn't follow them back to Feng House, she ran away from home.’’
’’Ran away?’’ Long Er stunned awhile and said: ’’You think too much, if she wanted to run away, can't she run away from here? Why would she run away when she was following Feng Family to go back?’’
’’If she disappeared from Long House, Feng Family surely would use this as an excuse to blame us.’’
Long Er didn't talk anymore, he saw Long San rapidly packed his luggage and wanted to leave, he quickly shouted: ’’Brother, even if she wanted to leave, she still has parents, do you think the people in Feng Family are dead?’’